Self helpless: The condition of somebody that is unable to deal with life, usually found sitting around a neglected apartment with bad hair and bad outfit.

Yepp, that’s pretty much me lately…

Not really though!

Oh my God! I lost my sketchbook! This just can not be happening! Right after I finished my very last painting. And the worst is that I dedicated that one to my brother.

This is so heartrending and I’m feeling like it’ll never be the same again. I mean at some point my drawings were my feelings as well. I’m such a jerk that I let that stupid maid clean my room. Actually it’s all my fault. I was cleaning out my room and I decided to get rid of all those old magazines. I couldn’t be more genious because I placed those shitty magazines right on to my beloved sketchbook. And then I told the maid to put those into trash. I want to cry so hard that even people from alaska can hear me whine.

Well, luckyly I took some pictures of my last works so I can put those up here. That picture above was the one that was supposed to be my brother’s.

“Happiness comes in many forms.
In the company of good friends,
in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dreams come true,
or in a promise of hope renewed.
It’s ok to let yourself be happy,
because you never know how great that happiness might be.
Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life,
that you expect it to always be there,
because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t.
But then one day you feel something else.
Something that feels wrong only because it’s so unfamiliar,
and in that moment you realize you’re happy.”

“And Hansel said to Gretel, ‘Let us drop these breadcrumbs… so that together we find our way home. Because losing our way would be the most cruel of things.’ This year.. I lost my way.”

“And losing your way on a journey is unfortunate. But, losing your reason for the journey… is a fate more cruel.”

“The journey lasted eight months. Sometimes I traveled alone, sometimes, there were others who took the wheel — and took my heart. But when the destination was reached, it wasn’t me who arrived…it wasn’t me at all.”

“And once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be… or lose that person completely.”

“Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you’ve been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are.”

My friends Sparkle and Flower decided to add some colors to their hair. Thay both look amazing.

Sparkle dyed her hair to blue! Not the whole hair, only the tips. It looks awesome. But she said that the dyed parts of her hair is not as soft as the original color.

Flower didn’t actually dyed her hair, instead, she added some colored fake hair to her original. She’ll take those out when school starts because it’s forbidden for us to have dyed hair at school. What an unnecessary rule! Sparkle will have to get those dyed parts cut by the tme school starts.